Today, woke up nothing to do at home. The boreness leads me to really plan and think bout my future. How i should plan my uni stuffs, where i gonna go, where i will settle down, etc... And suddenly i realise, i will be 20 this coming november man, then comes to the end of my freshman yr in uni. Gosh, I have gone into a new phase of my life so quickly and it gonna be change to new phase soon...
I met my friends when i'm back in kk. Really, felt something change. Well, everyone change, friendship can be easily change too, that makes me worried. I dont want my current friendships becomes memories, i want them to be "alive" no matter where we go and as we grow up.
When i was a child, i hope i can faster grow older because i dont wan to be treated like a child. But when i start to realise i'm almost the age to get into society, i start to miss my teenage life and really those times nothing much to worry about. Can play crazily in class, can have excuse to do things emotionally sometimes, enjoy those "rule breaking" moments, met my 1st love, which also the one i love most until now..Haiz..
Just can express it out but cant live with it everyday. As i said, Life goes on, so should we move on and look forward to the things that are coming. I Love my friends i have now, I appreciate the time i spent with my parents, I will adapt to my new life, I will continue to grow in God, however, why i still have the motive want to listen from her when i saw her on9.....
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Monday, June 30, 2008
My favourite bass player, Flea's(RHCP) quote about music
Any instrument is just a vehicle to express who you are and your relationship to the world. No matter what level you are doing it on, playing music is an opportunity to give something to the World.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Stand by me, Perfomed in IS night 07^^
Singer: Wee tiNg & Emloyd
Guitarist: Darren and Shannan
Bass: Jonathan'jyE (Me)
Drummer: Wilson
Song name: Stand By Me from Oasis
Band name: Haha..we named our band last minute as "Bling Bling"
Goodbye 721 + 1024
前几天，有一套连续剧的对白唤醒了我一直以来都不曾发觉的错。那女孩说，“人只要往后看，就不会有进步。”，“过去的回忆不应该是你痛苦和自责的根源，而应该成为你人生故事的一部分，学习的经历。”
原来，我一直对爱情有着很执着的心态，尤其是以往的感情。我太容易心软，也容易被以前深爱的感情扰乱我的思绪。非常的愚蠢，真的是个大笨蛋，拒绝别人的爱，以为自己不应该拥有爱情，把以往感情的失败放在内心里，以工作和不停的埋头于目标麻痹自己对爱情的憧憬。
我是个基督徒，很久以前开始，我已经相信上帝已为我安排我的唯一，而我则需要等待和寻找。我问过我自己，还要跌倒几次才能找到？但我想通了，我还是选择100%相信祂，因为，祂的确很爱我，我在谷底的时候，是祂给我力量和爱激励我走下去。我能做的，是等待我未来的“她”。总之呀，要先学会快乐，才能让身边的人快乐^^
我的生活不会有我第一个深爱的人的影子和画面， 回忆也不会轻易的拿出来，不再会和她有任何不必要的情感， 我也不会因为朋友口中提到她而有任何特别的感觉，应为，721，甚至1024 已成为我20岁前的美好中学回忆。。。今年的11月，是我人生新的一页，也是我期待“她”的来临。 虽然我不知你是谁，我知道的是，I WILL WAIT & LOVE MY FUTURE WIFE.( reference from my friend’s quote, Alvin, Unknown year)
原来，我一直对爱情有着很执着的心态，尤其是以往的感情。我太容易心软，也容易被以前深爱的感情扰乱我的思绪。非常的愚蠢，真的是个大笨蛋，拒绝别人的爱，以为自己不应该拥有爱情，把以往感情的失败放在内心里，以工作和不停的埋头于目标麻痹自己对爱情的憧憬。
我是个基督徒，很久以前开始，我已经相信上帝已为我安排我的唯一，而我则需要等待和寻找。我问过我自己，还要跌倒几次才能找到？但我想通了，我还是选择100%相信祂，因为，祂的确很爱我，我在谷底的时候，是祂给我力量和爱激励我走下去。我能做的，是等待我未来的“她”。总之呀，要先学会快乐，才能让身边的人快乐^^
我的生活不会有我第一个深爱的人的影子和画面， 回忆也不会轻易的拿出来，不再会和她有任何不必要的情感， 我也不会因为朋友口中提到她而有任何特别的感觉，应为，721，甚至1024 已成为我20岁前的美好中学回忆。。。今年的11月，是我人生新的一页，也是我期待“她”的来临。 虽然我不知你是谁，我知道的是，I WILL WAIT & LOVE MY FUTURE WIFE.( reference from my friend’s quote, Alvin, Unknown year)
Grateful . Love
When we have problems in our life, big or small, we often blame things and even God, we also will feel within ourselves that we maybe the most pity person in this world. But one incident today has taught me something bout Love and Grateful and Care to others around us.
In today’s lecture, my friend told me that she receive a call that her secondary school hometown friend and his family has met a serious car accident. His father has passed away that very moment, while himself were in coma, his life is in danger that time.
When I was in the car, the incident keep running inside my mind, I felt that even I don’t know him but it’s a matter of Life & Death, the most important thing is to offer little help by pray for him since there’s nothing I can do for him that moment. Once I has arrived my room, I pray to God for HIS protection and Healing to that boy. I also sent messages to my Cell group members and Christian friends and ask them to pray for that boy. And many of them ask details bout that boy and willing to pray for him, that’s makes me more convince that a move from one person will lead the others to spread love and care to those who need our help.
But unfortunately when I message for his details, she said that it’s too late because that boy has already passed away. No doubt I feel sad that time, a life has gone… It doesn’t matter whether the boy is a Christian or not, at least he knew that people who do not know him willing to show their LOVE, CARE & CONCERN him. I will continue pray for his family members to keep them strong and quickly recover from this sad tragedy.
Thus, we should always be grateful to what we have now even we might think that we are lack of something we want. But, human wants are unlimited; this makes gratefulness inside our heart sometimes a hardest thing to do.
Watch Oprah’s shows, she help people without the need of knowing them, as long as we know there’s people who need help, we should offer our best possible help or offer to them, your 1st move or step for this will caused other follow your footsteps to do the same in the future and everyone will realize that this world is not only “Mind our own business”.
Once you help those needy, their “thank you”, happiness and improvement in their lives will bring happiness to you too. “Show your Love just like our CHRIST has LOVE us”, and pray to God bout this, “Show me how to Love like how YOU Love me, Let your LIGHT SHINE through me to let men see so that they may see your good works and GLORIFY the Father in heaven, Amen” (Matthew 5:14-16)
In today’s lecture, my friend told me that she receive a call that her secondary school hometown friend and his family has met a serious car accident. His father has passed away that very moment, while himself were in coma, his life is in danger that time.
When I was in the car, the incident keep running inside my mind, I felt that even I don’t know him but it’s a matter of Life & Death, the most important thing is to offer little help by pray for him since there’s nothing I can do for him that moment. Once I has arrived my room, I pray to God for HIS protection and Healing to that boy. I also sent messages to my Cell group members and Christian friends and ask them to pray for that boy. And many of them ask details bout that boy and willing to pray for him, that’s makes me more convince that a move from one person will lead the others to spread love and care to those who need our help.
But unfortunately when I message for his details, she said that it’s too late because that boy has already passed away. No doubt I feel sad that time, a life has gone… It doesn’t matter whether the boy is a Christian or not, at least he knew that people who do not know him willing to show their LOVE, CARE & CONCERN him. I will continue pray for his family members to keep them strong and quickly recover from this sad tragedy.
Thus, we should always be grateful to what we have now even we might think that we are lack of something we want. But, human wants are unlimited; this makes gratefulness inside our heart sometimes a hardest thing to do.
Watch Oprah’s shows, she help people without the need of knowing them, as long as we know there’s people who need help, we should offer our best possible help or offer to them, your 1st move or step for this will caused other follow your footsteps to do the same in the future and everyone will realize that this world is not only “Mind our own business”.
Once you help those needy, their “thank you”, happiness and improvement in their lives will bring happiness to you too. “Show your Love just like our CHRIST has LOVE us”, and pray to God bout this, “Show me how to Love like how YOU Love me, Let your LIGHT SHINE through me to let men see so that they may see your good works and GLORIFY the Father in heaven, Amen” (Matthew 5:14-16)
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